all about nothing

When you have everything you have nothing.  When you have so much nothing can make you happy anymore.  You get lost in endless amounts of money.  In all your cars.  You don't enjoy life anymore.  You cant seem to find anything to make you happy anymore..  You get sick of your family. You want to travel, leave, get out.  You leave your family.  You are on a lifetime vacation.  But this doesn't even make you happy anymore.  You don't find anything fun in life.  Whats something that can make you feel better? Something that can bring you true happiness?  Charity.  Donate some money.  Make people in need happy.  When you have everything you have nothing.  So don't have everything.

Jealousy

http://shellyallison.hubpages.com/hub/Modern-Day-Poems


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This poem makes me jealous because it does make sense and I can Somehwat relate to it.  Instead of talking about a girl.. I think of it as my grandma.  And how i havent seen her in 4 years. 

"it's complicated inside a feeling you can't hide"   this line hit me deep.  Becuase I dont know what to feel about it because my grandma did wrong my family but I do still love her. 

My family cant know I still love her.  But she is my grandma.  Doesnt everyone love their grandma?
Its a complicated inside feeling you cant hide.  And I dont think I can hide it anymore.

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Everything is questionable.  What is your future going to be?  Do you even really know exactly who you are right now?

Didnt think so. 

Everything is a question.. sometimes you know MORE of the answer to the question... but are you really always so sure?

When you tell someone a secret.  And they promise they wont tell.  Are you totally sure? how can you feel totally sure?  If someone tied them down and shot them in the knee caps I am sure that they would share your little secret.  This is a world of wonders.  Everyone runnig around trying to catch the next thing.  Trying to figure out the next question.

Dialouge

ya.  This one costs 35 dollars plus for the prep classes.  Can I come over and get this maeritbadge card signed.  They say they can always increase your score.  You have physics and chemistry.  Kids in my grade got like 4's on it.  Hey can you change it?  I thought there was another football game on.  Yep you got it.  kaaaaaay.  Dad? You should do this now? Wait! I want to play with my princesses! Gosh I am never going to get my eagle...  want to play some halo? When you were in high school.  I have to get off of it sorry.  What the heck.  shhhhhhhhh. owwwwww.   STOP CRYING.  they were fast.  RGIII has a right knee sprain and his return is questionable.  Oh haha my hah gosh hah what is hahaha going hahaha onhahaah ahah.  He had a lot of hair for it! hahaha.  I wanna see!  Hey come here and see it one more time.  Beep beep.  these ratios are crazy how it works isnt it? you said that? what? Time to start running again.. man i am getting fat.  Come here real quick.  Who called you dad? Im not going anywhere he is just going. This is the picture that he looks like me in. haha oh my gosh that is practically him. Work baby work. I am going to get like ounces of candy that I will eat and it will be yummy.