all about nothing

When you have everything you have nothing.  When you have so much nothing can make you happy anymore.  You get lost in endless amounts of money.  In all your cars.  You don't enjoy life anymore.  You cant seem to find anything to make you happy anymore..  You get sick of your family. You want to travel, leave, get out.  You leave your family.  You are on a lifetime vacation.  But this doesn't even make you happy anymore.  You don't find anything fun in life.  Whats something that can make you feel better? Something that can bring you true happiness?  Charity.  Donate some money.  Make people in need happy.  When you have everything you have nothing.  So don't have everything.

Jealousy

http://shellyallison.hubpages.com/hub/Modern-Day-Poems


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This poem makes me jealous because it does make sense and I can Somehwat relate to it.  Instead of talking about a girl.. I think of it as my grandma.  And how i havent seen her in 4 years. 

"it's complicated inside a feeling you can't hide"   this line hit me deep.  Becuase I dont know what to feel about it because my grandma did wrong my family but I do still love her. 

My family cant know I still love her.  But she is my grandma.  Doesnt everyone love their grandma?
Its a complicated inside feeling you cant hide.  And I dont think I can hide it anymore.

???

Everything is questionable.  What is your future going to be?  Do you even really know exactly who you are right now?

Didnt think so. 

Everything is a question.. sometimes you know MORE of the answer to the question... but are you really always so sure?

When you tell someone a secret.  And they promise they wont tell.  Are you totally sure? how can you feel totally sure?  If someone tied them down and shot them in the knee caps I am sure that they would share your little secret.  This is a world of wonders.  Everyone runnig around trying to catch the next thing.  Trying to figure out the next question.

Dialouge

ya.  This one costs 35 dollars plus for the prep classes.  Can I come over and get this maeritbadge card signed.  They say they can always increase your score.  You have physics and chemistry.  Kids in my grade got like 4's on it.  Hey can you change it?  I thought there was another football game on.  Yep you got it.  kaaaaaay.  Dad? You should do this now? Wait! I want to play with my princesses! Gosh I am never going to get my eagle...  want to play some halo? When you were in high school.  I have to get off of it sorry.  What the heck.  shhhhhhhhh. owwwwww.   STOP CRYING.  they were fast.  RGIII has a right knee sprain and his return is questionable.  Oh haha my hah gosh hah what is hahaha going hahaha onhahaah ahah.  He had a lot of hair for it! hahaha.  I wanna see!  Hey come here and see it one more time.  Beep beep.  these ratios are crazy how it works isnt it? you said that? what? Time to start running again.. man i am getting fat.  Come here real quick.  Who called you dad? Im not going anywhere he is just going. This is the picture that he looks like me in. haha oh my gosh that is practically him. Work baby work. I am going to get like ounces of candy that I will eat and it will be yummy.

More about life

The future. And what it holds. You might think you know. But you don't. The future can get flipped upside down in matter of minutes. The unexpected becomes Expected. The unknown becomes known. People change. Best friends become strangers. People you used to love mean nothing. Life's sad and always will be.


Sorry.

Wanting

wants

What do you really want in life?

How bad do you want it?

You willing to risk anything to get it?

The people that will get most out of this "life" are the ones that know what they want.  They know what they want, and are willling to do anything to get it.  They dont care if you stand in the way, they will get past you.  Dont be the bystander.  Dont be the person that was standing there watching them get what they want.  Dont want them to get what they want.  Go get what you want.  Go live your life.  You only get one life so make it yours.  You have to be the person that is going to go get what you want.  You have to be willing to do anything to get it.  And you will get most out of this life.

Go Get It.

Mature

Here are some guide lines of how to GROW UP

1. Dont make a big deal over small things.
2. Control your emotions.
3. Control your words.
4. Control your actions.
5. Control yourself.
6. Learn how to talk to adults.
7. Cry in front of no one.
8. Be nice to everyone.
9. Dont be a complainer.
10. Let people live.
11. Stop judging people.
12. Go and make your life yours.
13. Get a job.
14. Dont rely on soley your parents.
15. Treat everyone with respect.
16. Realize you are not a child anymore.
17. Know that people are always watching you.
18. People are also always judging you.
19. Love the people that love you.
20. Forget the rest.


GROW UP

Calm Down

People.  Some people are mature. Some people are immature.  Im going to talk about the immature people.  And how I dislike them very much.

Immature people make for short term friendships.  They seem really nice and funny at first so you become friends, but you can only handle them for so long.

Immature people make for terrible siblings.

Immature people are immature (duh)

You can't trust immature people.  They may think they can keep a secret, but they cant.  They are selfish people who truly only think of themselves.  If you guys get in a fight they will only think and talk about how they feel.  And how they want things to be.  They wont ask how you feel, or what you want.  When things go wrong for them they act like babies.  They can't handle hard situations.  Many immature people just havent been through enough to be mature.  They will say hurtful things that hurt, because they arent mature enough to control themselves.  They dont know how to hide anything.  I just made a quote about immature people.

"when life goes sour, they'll lose power."

When things dont go their way, they will lose control of themselves and do anything they can to get it the way they want.  I hate immature people.

subtraction

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When you dont need anyting cut it out.  When you don't want someone there anymore, dont let them be.  If you dont like when you say that, dont say it.  Almost anything in this world is replaceble if you let it be.  People complain too often about their lives, and how they want it to be different.  Well go make it different.  Cut out the things you dont want, the things you dont need, and just leave the things that you want there.  Make your life yours.  Dont live for someone else.  You're not here to please everyone.  Please the ones that love you.  Love the ones that love you, for you.  When you dont need it there, black it out.

kill with kindness

Why do people have to be so mean?

Just be nice to people.

Stop caring so much.

Just let them live.

Why do you care about their life so much.

They are people too.

If you didnt know, they have feelings just like yours.

Just be nice.

You dont have to go out of your way.

But when you get the chance.

Just be nice.

And stop being so mean.

Scooby

This is so true.. i hope all those people that just put the costumes get released form jail.

this is me.. i have been practicing my limbo skills for my future college parties...